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I miss you so much and yet I can’t let it show.
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(Source: staypozitive)
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(Source: staypozitive)
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Best advice ever.
(Source: staypozitive)
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It’s true.
(Source: staypozitive)
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(Source: staypozitive)
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HOW could I have missed ALL the signs?
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19th.
I remembered. How about you?
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The Fifth Month
At 25, im finally graduating with a bachelor in education. Its been a long four years. College life started off pretty awesome but at the same time, it took away the first love. I guess everything comes with a price. So, I threw myself into college life, had a wonderful time in hall, joined and led a committee, joined a cheerleading team, forged some solid friendships along the way and led a life of my own. Believing and certain that never would I, ever let another man tear me apart like that again.
Fast forward four years, I find myself right at the beginning again. It was a good four years. I found myself but unfortunately, lost myself once again. Ended 2011 with the man I loved most and started 2012, without him.
It hasn’t been easy. But then, saying it sounds funny, because since when are heartbreaks ever easy. A day hasn’t gone by without me thinking of us. Recently, I find myself conjuring images of you so I could remember you by. And this can only mean one thing - that you are slipping away. So it isn’t necessarily a bad thing, I suppose?
I guess I can’t lose what I never really had. And cliche as it may sound, life goes on. I honestly don’t think I would have loved any lesser if I could do this again. For what it’s worth, it was worth all the while.
I loved you, and I always will. But we all know, to love someone is to set them free.
I’ve been fighting so hard, so long for love. And perhaps, it’s time love fought hard for me.
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(Source: justsuckitndsee, via anunfathomablethought)
